***
she had no idea
the tide
the swell
the depth
but upon tasting
she rushes in
no hesitation
she trusts
her heart completely open
earth, sky, sun, moon
stars, galaxies, universes collide
obliterated into their tiniest existence
reverberating in every core
of the things that makes her who she is
you're so beautiful
the song plays
she blushes
she closes her eyes
the songs plays yet again
beautiful
only cause you're looking at me
she sings back
the tide
the swell
the depth
she rushes in
and is lost again




lost again
When I lived in Portland, Or, my favorite hobby was getting lost. It's hard for me to get lost here in the Phoenix area, because it's more or less a huge grid upon the desert, and there aren't enough clouds in the sky to hide the sun, so it's hard to lose a bearing on which direction one is going. In Portland, with the weather's misty temperament, a shy sun, and roads whose paths were more often determined by the ground than imposed upon it, getting gloriously lost was easy.
...she rushes in, no hesitation, she trusts...
I would get lost somewhere, find a spot with some compelling beauty, then pull out my laptop and type tripe for an hour, then pilot my little 4Runner around again until some road with a name I recognized appeared, and I would try to follow it, often having to try one way, then the other, and eventually wend my way home.
I do wonder, though, what it would be like to have gotten lost and never sought that bearing home again. Wonder, wonder, wonder...