groovebunny

So It Is...

Posted On: June 17, 2005 - 9:43am by groovebunny

So...

Catching up on Nat-a-licious' journal, she writes...

Arising...

There are some people with whom you share an instant intense emotional connections, instant powerful and strong. Beyond words, and here and now... *Whomph!*And after months and months of silence, simple words like "Hey, it's me" bring you back to that place you used to share. And we say little, just the business at hand -- almost as if we're just fighting the flood -- of tears, and the past that drove us apart to begin with, and the feelings... When all of a sudden, the emotions come flooding back. All of them, the joy the pain, everything yet nothing. Brief conversation, with much left unsaid, and wondering if it's all in my head... or in my heart. And I lose my breath, and my eyes get teary, and my knees get weak. Yes, you did it again, I'm thinking about you tonight, and of all the things that can never be... To steal from the Mr. Cohen... "That's all I don't think of you that often..." N. 

 

So this gets me to thinking...Ya know...I'm starting to think I'd rather be attached to places and not people. Places are easier for me to leave, people are not.

 

 

( categories: )

Comment viewing options

Select your preferred way to display the comments and click "Save settings" to activate your changes.

Nat, I totally hear you. 

groovebunny   |   June 19, 2005 - 11:01pm
groovebunny's picture

Nat,

I totally hear you.  Your waxing nostalgic may be due to your job change. I'm pretty sure mine is cause of the damn full moon.

I wonder if there are people

Just Nat   |   June 18, 2005 - 7:24am

I wonder if there are people who you truly and deeply cared about that you stop missing. You know, the people who for whatever, leave you or you leave them, that have deeply impact on your life, that you stop thinking about.

Places are easier to leave. But their voices don't echo in my heart, the way an old friend's voice does. And I'm sure if I were to go back to those magical places, if it was the magic of the place or the magic of the company that made "it". Yes, I'd rather be attached to the place... the place is less likely to betray.

Maybe I'm just waxing nostalgic this week, as I prepare to take one career change. Alas... I think too much.

(Thanks for the plug btw.)
N.

About Moi


Olas frijolis. I'm Charm. And this is where I blabber.

Contact Moi

email: wabbit@groovebunnydotcom

User login

Browse archives

« July 2008  
Su Mo Tu We Th Fr Sa
    1 2 3 4 5
6 7 8 9 10 11 12
13 14 15 16 17 18 19
20 21 22 23 24 25 26
27 28 29 30 31    

Who's online

There are currently 0 users and 6 guests online.

Syndicate

Syndicate content

Groovebunny Digs...

Tada!

Contents © 2004 to 2007 groovebunny.com unless otherwise noted

Thieves will be castrated and fed to

furry woodland creatures.


smoochie~smoochies!